Gabby is 1

Wah it already been a year and gaby is already one year.
I am proud of it. knowing me yg tak tahan sakit.

Actually this one year of gaby birthday remind me of one year back during delivery day.
kena memorize balik nier. bak kata sarah, kak ila selamat ulang tahun melahirkan umairah.

pergh mula2 memang tak sakit, siap bertanya kat diri sendiri,, macam nie ker sakit nak beranak, tak sakit sangat pun, macam period pain jer., tapi from 6cm nak ke 10cm tuer sakit dia 100x sakit period pain tuer. berguna gak pengalaman period pain every month.
pas tuer leh survive lak tuer only with the gas.
pergh gas tuer memang best, tapi kena pandai sedut.
memang hilang sakit.
sakit dia sampai berpeluh2 satu badan. tapi tak leh buat aper2 sbb badan kena starp ngan mesin nak detect heartbeat and contraction.
so nanti kita letak gambo lak.

This one year also means i have successfull breastfeeding for one year and looking forward for many years
pergh it a record for me.
despite all the negative aura that have been raised,, i can do it.

This one year also remarks my journey with my baby girl. lepas deliver baby tuer macam ader baby blues jer. rasa biasak jer mula2. mungkin sbb i was in pain after delivery. lama2 the feeling grow and best sungguh ader baby girl nier.
skrg nier smkn bijak,. ader jer akal dia nak discover new things. manja yg amat. but i love it.
rasa secure jer dia nak kat mommy dia only when she not comfortable with environment.